spring break

Spring Break, Spring Break O Spring Break.

There are things to be done this Spring Break. I've been spending it chilling at my aunt and uncle's home. Part of me wishes I was doing something more exciting, but hopefully by the end of this week I will be happy with my given choice. Family is a big deal to me and spending time with part of my family matters. That is what I need to remember.

I have things to do. Homework, get my eyes checked to buy new contact lenses and glasses, finally purchase my fight ticket - yada yada.

In the past, I've never taken this long to buy a ticket home. I've always been so impatient and get a ticket as soon as possible. This year it's different. I'm not sure why.

I think I'm scared. Honestly, I'm scared of many things. This time going home will be different. The change will be different. I'm not sure I'm ready for it. I'm not sure I want it. I'm scared of locking myself in myself.